Showing posts with label Julie. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Julie. Show all posts

Sunday, November 1, 2009

No But's -- Hope Chronicles 91

Do you ever have times where you are unconsciously thinking something, where you are not really aware of the conclusion you've come to until it pops out of your mouth? I had that happen about a month ago. I was meeting with my counselor, Julie. It was a tearful session. Part way through, these words slipped out, "Why does God hate me?"

Julie didn't even pause. "What does the Bible say?"

"That God loves me, that Jesus died for me." Big sigh. "But . . . ."

Julie cut me off. "No but's"

Honestly, hadn't been aware that I had come to that conclusion. Maybe it wasn't even a full conclusion yet, but a whisper from Satan. "If God loved you, you wouldn't struggle so much. If God loved you, He would protect you. If God loved you, ____________."

However, even if it wasn't a full conclusion, I was more than willing to say "But" to the truth that God loves me.

"No but's" has stuck with me. There are no rebuttals to truth. Truth simply is. When we waste our time wrestling against truth, we are distracted, exhausted, unhappy, angry, . . . . There is no rest.

What do you have to say "No but's" to today?





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Thursday, November 20, 2008

40 to 40 (Gratitude 15)


I'm grateful for Julie. Julie is my counselor. Amazingly, she has worked with me for seven years now. I'm grateful for several things about her:

  • Her perseverance
  • Her desire to help even sometimes when I'm not sure what I want or need.
  • Her candidness with me
  • For letting me ask difficult questions
  • For encouraging me to talk about difficult things even when I'd rather not
  • For her genuineness
  • Her wisdom in knowing when to push and when to let something be for that session
  • Her kindness at all time
  • Her care

    Julie has been a real blessing in my life. I'm not sure where I'd be without her. I believe God had a hand in pairing us up.



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